Sedim Haba's Journal 2025

(2025-11-14 23:07)Sedim Haba Wrote:  That's why I am the way I am. Had to get this out, expel it, thrust it out of me. Sorry you had to read it.

no need for you to apologize for that at all. im glad you have it out and im glad i got to read it. youve probably heard this before and its cliche, but reading this only made me think of you as strong.

(2025-11-15 0:58)uroborosparadox Wrote:  ...
no need for you to apologize for that at all. im glad you have it out and im glad i got to read it. youve probably heard this before and its cliche, but reading this only made me think of you as strong.

Thank you for your support, I do appreciate it.

This is an example of a Shamanic healing, expose the truth and face it.

Rip off the bandage, let it scab, and then it shall heal.

Weekend channeling went well again, focused on personal growth and healing mostly,
except for one Fae who came by to express concern about AI. "Welcome to the party, pal!" (recognize where that's from?)
well, I'm not an AI expert, so what could I say? Yes, Fae know about AI, there's not many things humans CAN keep secret from them, eh?

So, big thing is Lilith told me "Goodnight Son". Just like that. SON! ... Well, not son in a creepy 'I-gave-birth-to-you' way,
but just like my dearly departed Mother-In-Law said it. With love & genuine affection.
I got along very well with my MIL, TBH much better than either my own mother or my wife. So, it's a big deal to me.

Shutting down & packing PC, move day coming up this week!

(I may be offline rest of week, no home internet, & just a laptop)

(2025-12-16 3:08)Sedim Haba Wrote:  Shutting down & packing PC, move day coming up this week!

(I may be offline rest of week, no home internet, & just a laptop)

Good luck with the move!

Hopefully all your packing and moving goes well, it can be very stressful. I still can't find some stuff after I moved out of my ex's.

(2025-12-16 13:32)elinox Wrote:  

(2025-12-16 3:08)Sedim Haba Wrote:  Shutting down & packing PC, move day coming up this week!

(I may be offline rest of week, no home internet, & just a laptop)

Good luck with the move!

Thanks!

(2025-12-17 18:26)Aarden Wrote:  Hopefully all your packing and moving goes well, it can be very stressful. I still can't find some stuff after I moved out of my ex's.

Thanks!

It wasn't just my new home move, but also my ex's AND cleaning out the farm for closing tomorrow.

Finally found all the pieces of my PC. (obviously)

Messkwaki

I sit now on the bank, far off, of the river we knew. we fished, and traded, and hunted along it's banks. I'm far off on the mound we knew, and see the spirit of the land, before they came. The french traders. They thought we were foxes, as the words were the same. We were of the Iowa nation, an we lived here forever. Until they came, and we foght them. They wanted our way, our very life blood. So we, olf the red earth, made their blood flow. We took no glee in this. unlike them we saw the evil. But their greed knew no end, and their weapons defeated us. They set our traditional enemies against us, with their cursed weapons, to our destruction. we lost and were scattered. Who knows of us now? This man, so small of our blood, still knows he's Iowa, tho he knows it matters not, who knows us now?

Hashevenu, Adonai? Elecha, vanashua? Chave, chave nashenu? Chave nashenu ChaChedem

Sorry for the Hebrew, we're both in charge right now.

A blessed and holy new year wish to you all

Happy new year! I wish you all the best for it.