hybrid in da house!

Hello All My Brothers And Sisters Of The Otherkin Im 14 Male Im A Hybrid Of Sanguine Vampire And Demon Not Sure On What Sub Cattagory Of Demon I Fall Under I Dont Know What Powers I Have Nor Do i Have Any Memories Of My True Form I Wish To Learn All I Can About My Mix. I Wish To Learn Powers Or What Not And In Relligous Things Im A Satanist.

*opens mouth*

*closes it*

...Hi...

Welcome <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s --> Please refrain from using sticky caps lock, it's unneccessary and may be confusing to those members of the forum who are not native english speakers (and perhaps to those who are as well). So how did you come to the conclusion that you're a sang vampire? Have you been to a doctor to rule out human conditions that can produce the same "symptoms"? And what makes you believe you're demon-kin? Also, otherkin may not be human in some internal way be it spiritually or mentally, but our bodies are. As such we are capable of everything a human being is and no more.

Well i have indeed been to doctors and they have overuled every possible thing so i then narrowed the thought of vampire to sanguine vampire. Then i also did meditation and asking my inner self quite a bit took me three years to find out, but ive never felt like calling my self human was right, i have also felt phantom limps witch are strange yet not suprising i read some articles and went on forums to ask for help. Eventualy i come to my conclusion.

Impressive for being all of 14 years old. I'm sorry, but I find it hard to swallow that someone in the height of puberty could do such soul searching and manage such a thorough doctor's exam when parents can and will be informed of the results. Technically, calling yourself human *is* right. Currently you are human, your body is human, you're a part of human society. Feeling "not human" doesn't change that fact.

hello there.

could you please tell us how you came to the conclusion that you are a sang vampire (have you ever drunk blood?) and demon, especially if you don't have any memories about a demonic self? (i won't say that memories are necessary but demons usually remember at least something.) also, what "powers" do you wish to learn?

I'd like to swoop in and go "hey" and mention one thing that needs to be said and can't seem to be mentioned often enough...

To be a vamp means that you've got an energy deficiency of sorts. It's a metaphysical conditon that can manifest itself with physical symptoms.. it's not a race. So if you are a vampire and a demon, then you are a human being with a demonic soul/identity who happens to be vampyric for one reason or another. (Kinda like you are a human being who happens to be right/left-handed.)

Secondly, the word "demon" has been kicked around so much within the otherkin community so that it's hardly any more specific than using the term "otherkin" to refer to your kin-type. What exactly do you mean with the term?

right well i have been practicing stuff in occult like witch craft stuff to do with soul for four years three of witch it took to learn what i am. Before then i have been doing martial arts, tai chi, etc like meditation since age of 5 so ive had alot of experiance with meditation. Yes i have drunk blood the feeling i get is a feeling of satisfaction, supplementation, etc. I never got along well with people as ive always been what people call sadistic, people use to avoid me still do. With the demon thing it took me like half of my three years searching to find that out im still kinda confused my self how the possiblity of bieng a hybrid is. The Vampire took the first half of my time maybe a bit less. The Theory of a Human body doesnt realy feel right to me so i reffer to a body as bieng a Physical Mass a shell so to speek and what makes us human or other kin is our soul or so thats my way of thinking. And with my parents i never know my dad that well and my mum aprooved of the doctor thing becuase she was curios [not sure on spelling]. And i also wish to thank kahoku as his articles on this site helped me greatly with finding out what i am, i read alot of articles before joining otherkin sites. Any other Questions?

Oh and to kahoku's question on powers my response is Any that i can learn or use naturaly if thats the right way to put it im not very good at explaining or well puting things into words.

Hi there and welcome. We'd like to ask you to please use a spell check when typing (if you have microsoft word, type the word there and it will be underlined in red, right click it and see which spelling is the one you want to use) and refrain from putting like in so many places where it doesn't belong? It would make it easier on us to understand you. (It also has a way to help you phrase everything so people can understand who don't speak english as a first language).

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To be a vamp means that you've got an energy deficiency of sorts. It's a metaphysical conditon that can manifest itself with physical symptoms.. it's not a race. So if you are a vampire and a demon, then you are a human being with a demonic soul/identity who happens to be vampyric for one reason or another. (Kinda like you are a human being who happens to be right/left-handed.)
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That should clear the confusion on being a "hybrid".

We would also like the answer to how you use the term "demon" (it doesn't seem it was answered in your post) (if it was, can you please repeat it so we can know?).

Also, what was your mom curious about and why was she curios?

--Gabriel