hi, everyone

Hi, I'm not really good with words and I'm not entirely awake, so please bear with me.

I live in California, USA, I'm 21 years old and I like really bad movies.

I've always considered myself different from other people, but up until a few years ago I never tried to explore it or define it. I used to think I was a cat therian, and then I thought I was a vampire, but now I'm fairly confident in calling myself a demon.

...my brain isn't cooperating, so I'll just say "I'm glad to be here."

I could have sworn I already posted an introduction, but I can't see it anywhere. Anyway, I'm CommandoCrow, I'm 21 years old and I'm a demon. I think.

I'm really bad at writing so I'll just say, "Thanks for having me."

Hey crow, welcome to the forum!

Glad to have you here. Sorry about the post approval system. We have had a slight influx of bits, and to avoid those wonderful misspelled posts about lord knows what we approve a user's first post before. It becomes visible.

So yeah, feel free to tell us about yourself or just read through info and lurk.

Hey crow, welcome to the forum!

Glad to have you here. Sorry about the post approval system. We have had a slight influx of bits, and to avoid those wonderful misspelled posts about lord knows what we approve a user's first post before. It becomes visible.

So yeah, feel free to tell us about yourself or just read through info and lurk.

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Yes, what do you mean exactly when you say you feel you're a demon?

Hi there! I am also in California.

Can correctly I deduce from your reference to "bad movies" that you are a fan of MST3K?

Sorry about the late reply, I got really sick for a few days. And about the post approval thing, I just had a brain-fart the first time I posted.

@Seraphyna
I guess I'll just give the story of my awakening.

Like I said, I've never felt a strong connection to humans, but I never understood why. Ever since I was around 9 years old I identified as a cat. I felt a very strong connection to cats, but not to humans. My family were Jehovah's Witnesses, and they don't believe in the existence of the soul, so I believed it was a psychological difference.

I left the church when I was 16, mainly because after years of thought, I couldn't accept that I didn't have a soul. I could feel it, I thought. Then, when I was 19, I was introduced to the concept of therianthropy as a spiritual state. Like before, it felt kind of right, but I never tested it.

Last August I felt a drive to look into real vampirism and I realized my own vampiric tendencies. Which explained the empty feeling I'd had for years. And that's how I started to study energy work. And when I became more aware of my own energy, it clearly wasn't human or cat.

Demon was the first thing that came to mind, but I didn't want to believe it, so I tried to convince myself that I was anything but a demon. But I never could.

@Chordal
I don't think I can define what I mean. The word "feels" right. Also, if my senses are right, Kahoku and Simim have very similar energy signatures to my own.

@Arethinn
I first saw MST3K's "The Giant Spider Invasion" when I was 4 years old and I've been a fan ever since.

Welcome to OKP!

Ah, so you have met 'Hoku and Sim already? Cool.

Where do you know them from if you don't mind my asking?