hello

hi my name is twoface. i fee uneasy about giving out my real name on the internet so we will just stick with twoface.
I am 19, working and going to collage for creative wrighting.
I've been interested in otherkin for a few years now, and this is the first time I've joined a site. I'm still working on what I think I am. I have a few theories, possibly a fairy, or a demon, or a combination of the two. i am still working on it, but i feel i am coming closer to the truth every day. all i know is i am on a hunt or answers. the human part of the brain wants to classify what i am, and to lable everything into neat piles, while the other side of me, knows that it is not important what the name is, because i shoud already know in my heart. i live in a world of constant masks. a mask for work, a mask for school, for friends, and even family. because i fee like if i took the mask off, my true face would frighten everyone too much. i constatly tuck my inner self into this body, and i feel it straining against this human skin. begging to be freed, only i dont kno how to do it. to say i have never felt normal is putting it lightly, i have always felt alien, misunderstood, other... and i hope to find some of the answers im looking for here, or even just to meet new people like me, who understand, and to have good conversations. i look foreward to talking with you <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->
-twoface

Welcome <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s --> Since not all of our members are native speakers, please make an effort to use proper capitalization and watch your spelling. As for kintype, many fae are quite chaotic, feral, and "demonish" so it's possible you have the one type that sort of straddles both types so to speak. Why do you think your kintype is some sort of demon and/or fae?

Welcome I'd be friendlier but I'm feeling kinda down.

Hello and welcome to the forums.

- Lunatani

Seraphyna Wrote:Welcome <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s --> Since not all of our members are native speakers, please make an effort to use proper capitalization and watch your spelling. As for kintype, many fae are quite chaotic, feral, and "demonish" so it's possible you have the one type that sort of straddles both types so to speak. Why do you think your kintype is some sort of demon and/or fae?

Okay no problem. Sorry, I'm not a very good speller, but I will try my best. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s --> And I am still trying to figure out my kintype. I am thinking fae because when I was meditating a while ago, I had a very special experience, and I think I was finally able to see a few past life memories. What I saw led me to lean more twoard fae, however I have thought for a long time that I was a demon, so I am just a little confused. I think that with more time, and meditation, I will figure it out. And thank you everyone for the welcome. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

Welcome to OKP!

There are some people who believe the fae and demons are either related, or two sides to the same coin.

I don't think we (demons and fae) are actually related kindreds - except in the very roundabout way in which some demons are fallen or shadows of angels and there may be some relation between faery and celestials and angels if you go way back. More I think we are just two kinds of denizens of "spirit realms", and some fae can definitely be quite nasty and "demonic" (going with stereotypes about demons here).

Welcome, twoface!

Elinox Wrote:Welcome to OKP!

There are some people who believe the fae and demons are either related, or two sides to the same coin.

Yes, that makes alot of sense to me. I've been confused about it for a while, and unsure what I am. I'm also leaning twoards multiple pehaps...

a multiple would be more than one entity each with a seperate personality and experiances/memories (if your lucky enough to hold any memories.
if you are I've only very recently realised that the other sides of me were actually several seperate spirits so I'm still confusedly asking questions of my self on it but chimera should be able to help ya.