I guess where it gets confusing with me is that I could shift to one of my past lives forms but it doesn't really feel right for a long period of time.
I have 2 preferred forms at the moment.. And I guess that really comes down to if I feel like I need hands or not. They have actually just gone through a "revision" I guess you would call it, so I don't have all of the full details in place yet.
My feral is a coywolf, hyena hybrid for the body.. So it has the broad hyena chest and front legs but the back tapers into the much slimmer coywolf body. My tail is a little longer than a typical coywolf with a fox like puffiness to it. Facially, it's more like a coywolf but with a shorter muzzle. I'm pretty sure I have 2 sets of ears and horns. And I have wings, one wing is feathered on top and goes into a demon like wing and the other is reversed, So demon like wing on top and feathered along the bottom. And the color is like rainbow obsidian... so black but with like hints of different colors and there are like copper speckles dusted over my entire body.
And my anthro form is very similar to that, only, well anthro but there are also 3 sets on wings that overlap to give the same type of look. And the feathers on the wings are more shades of gray instead of black. And my hands have an extra joint on each finger.
I have 3 deities actually, all found me, I didn't find them, but no specific pantheon. I'm also willing to work with deities, spirits, and others outside of my 3, but they are often the ones there for the big things. So, my deities are Hephaestus, Coyote and Hecate. I'm also an initiated first degree clergy member and ordained.