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The Merged
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The Merged
Here, because I've been asked a lot of questions about this, i.e. about why I talk about aspects of myself as him/her/etc if they're ME, here's some information as to what I am, what I know, etc. This is all things I have discovered about myself through meditations, past life memories, dreams, etc. Also, most of this has been verified by friends who have known me soul-wise far before this lifetime. I've met others that are Merged as well. Now, as to what the Merged are.

This is quoted from a blog in which I put myself in a very pure, regressed state of mind, about my own merging.

"I am what I call one of the Merged. The Merged is a blanket term for souls that were formed from souls and fragments of souls of different entities. For example, I myself have fragments (Mainly at least a half a soul of ___ etc) of the following that I have discovered. (*Please note, when I say half a soul, I mean that their soul was somehow shattered, perhaps by a wraithlike being, or a soulmate dying, etc. It can happen because they get attacked and their soul gets shredded, other things like that.*)

Flara Blaze. I have quite a bit of information on her, so if the name is familiar (besides from knowing me around various otherkin sites as Flara) please feel free to drop me a line in my inbox.

Phaedra. Phaedra is a demoness/pixie/imp. She is very mischevious, very dark, and quite powerful. She is quite a bit like Spanky's Archaia, but a different background. Actually, I don't know her background. She's very quiet and mysterious.

The Kitsune. I have quite a bit of information on her, she is what is termed The Beginner. Cream colored fur, humanesque features. For more details, like always, feel free to drop me a line.

The Dragon. His mate and hatchling? I dont know the term. were killed by a guy named Memnock. He now hates all humans (who destroyed the rest of his family) and Memnock with a passion. Black and red scales, patterns are hard to make out. Perhaps fire? I am not sure. Either fire or in the form of bloodstains.

Sex Demon- Not much is known on him, he looks quite a bit like Redrikkaar but isn't him, he feels quite different. Red skin, black hair eyes etc.

Four Angels- One adult male, two adult females, one child who appears to be about 8 years old with blond hair. She is the most passive and peaceful, the other 3 are guardians I believe to protect her from harm. The overall why of that I am not sure.

Ethereal spirit, seems to be like a water faerie. Don't know much at all about her. (this one may have been simply a spirit passing through my body.. it happens sometimes, don't ask.)

A black panther from another planet named D'Razzah or something very similar

The Phoenix

*Also, today I discovered a black demon (His skin etc is black, and he has large black wings) who decided to take over while I was walking home from the library. Note, I am still awakening to myself, although I have been Awakened for 3 years now, many things have gone on. I spent a great deal of time thinking things over and regressing while I lived in the two previous states.*

If you want the memory of my merging, which I typed up in a meditative state (As I said, I meditate differently than other people) feel free to ask.
2008-07-11 2:43
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Err, edit that.. thats actually from my About Me on my Otherkin Only profile on myspace. Sorry. The actual MEMORY of the Merging is in a blog.
2008-07-11 2:44
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So you mean you're not a multiple...you don't have headmates, right? You just have a whole bunch of kintypes that aren't your own personal past incarnations. Your souls is like a mosaic. You're in charge all the time, but you have bits of other entities in your make-up...am I right on my interpretation?

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2008-07-11 2:48
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Seraphyna Wrote:So you mean you're not a multiple...you don't have headmates, right? You just have a whole bunch of kintypes that aren't your own personal past incarnations. Your souls is like a mosaic. You're in charge all the time, but you have bits of other entities in your make-up...am I right on my interpretation?

Yes, except for the "I'm" in charge all the time. Well, kinda. It's like 90% of the time it's my main aspect, Flara, talking. Mixed with my conciousness in this life of course. The other 10% it shifts between my other mosaic pieces in a way, like the image shifting slightly. It's all still there, but another part is in focus. Other than that slight bit, you're 100% dead on.

So technically I'm not a multiple, but I'm not just one thing either.
2008-07-11 2:51
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Ah, eeeenteresting <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile --> I'm not sure I've met anyone else with your kind of system going on. I suspect that certain multiples are more like your mosaic merged system and that some kin who feel they've led multiple past lives as a gazillion various entities fit your model as well. I also think that "mosaic merged system" sounds really fancy and I should thus copyright it and charge exorbidant (I probably spelled that horribly wrong) fees for its usage <!-- sTongue --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_razz.gif" alt=":P" title="Razz" /><!-- sTongue -->

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2008-07-11 2:57
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Seraphyna Wrote:Ah, eeeenteresting <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile --> I'm not sure I've met anyone else with your kind of system going on. I suspect that certain multiples are more like your mosaic merged system and that some kin who feel they've led multiple past lives as a gazillion various entities fit your model as well. I also think that "mosaic merged system" sounds really fancy and I should thus copyright it and charge exorbidant (I probably spelled that horribly wrong) fees for its usage <!-- sTongue --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_razz.gif" alt=":P" title="Razz" /><!-- sTongue -->
Hahaha I like you, you're cool XD

Yeah, I've met a few that at first awakening, like me, upon first remembering the different beings, thought of them as merely past lives, but in conversations with me they/we discovered that we aren't alone in our thoughts.

It's very true that certain multiples are like me- Also, some fragments are bigger than others, so even some people with.. I think it's called DID? anyway, It's possible that they have it too. Some fragments are larger than others, and so it may seem like just different souls. I have noticed though that when people who are like me read my Merging blog(s, I posted one on my main account but it's farther back) it triggers memories of their own. Not all Mergings are the same.. Spanky's apparently was violent, whereas mine was comfortable, soothing, and felt empowering.

Yes, I think Mosaic Merged System sounds good too XD but I'm just going to call us the merged for short ^_~ I think it's exorbinant but don't trust me on that, my connection with the English language has started to stutter slightly XD. That's also why sometimes I don't describe things very well.. well, that and the fact that I am rather chaotic in energy (Although not nearly as much as our beloved Simim ^_~

If you are interested in learning more about me, that myspace is dedicated to me figuring myself out. it's myspace.com/myinnertruths777. If you want my public myspace as well send me a message on here ^_^
2008-07-11 3:39
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Fragments I understand. I believe I am one actually. It appears that a soul fragment is something like a holographic image. It contains information about the whole, but the smaller the fragment, the more detail is lost. The fragment might believe itself to be a whole being, but then realize that things just don't come into focus. The essence is there, but events are fuzzy at best.

Without trying to tie it into any mythos or pantheon, I was told that I was killed in battle, as a celestial. The old me had individuated enough that instead of evaporating, it shattered. I don't remember, I had to be told, but hearing the tale, it sounded exactly like something I would have done.

It sounds perfectly plausible that fragments would merge together while they're rehabilitating, and maybe go their separate ways once they're stronger. I've also pondered that this is how soul mates are made.

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2008-07-11 5:05
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Motley Wrote:Fragments I understand. I believe I am one actually. It appears that a soul fragment is something like a holographic image. It contains information about the whole, but the smaller the fragment, the more detail is lost. The fragment might believe itself to be a whole being, but then realize that things just don't come into focus. The essence is there, but events are fuzzy at best.

Without trying to tie it into any mythos or pantheon, I was told that I was killed in battle, as a celestial. The old me had individuated enough that instead of evaporating, it shattered. I don't remember, I had to be told, but hearing the tale, it sounded exactly like something I would have done.

It sounds perfectly plausible that fragments would merge together while they're rehabilitating, and maybe go their separate ways once they're stronger. I've also pondered that this is how soul mates are made.
Well, yes, kinda like that. But the merging is permenant. The only way to seperate us/me again would utterly destroy me, because when we fused, the way we fused, it's permenant. I am now one being, just with many mosaic pieces as Seraphyna said.

We joined for different reasons.. some of us were bored, some wanted to be strong so we could avenge ourselves and our loved ones. Some of my fragments only have a memory of their true form, and all of them remember why they "signed up" so to speak. Some of my aspects were so utterly devastatingly lonely they thought they would die, and were so enraged at those who had made them so, they had no problem signing up for an experiment they weren't sure would work.
2008-07-11 14:08
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Seraphyna Wrote:Ah, eeeenteresting <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile --> I'm not sure I've met anyone else with your kind of system going on.

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Hi, I'm Archer. It's possible we haven't been introduced.

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Archer Wrote:
Seraphyna Wrote:Ah, eeeenteresting <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile --> I'm not sure I've met anyone else with your kind of system going on.

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Hi, I'm Archer. It's possible we haven't been introduced.
So wait, you have the same thing, or you just dont know her? hahaha. I'm a bit confused..
2008-07-11 23:11
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