The Grey Area Angels
Hey guys, yet another pondering ramble from your favorite Prince. Feel free to discuss and such.
Drawing from the "Why are you hear topic" I've come to an intersting idea, that I'd like to share with you all. Going along with the idea that I am here becuase I am punished for denying my true self, and acting falsly in order to become, what I thought, was a proper angel. This was both a selfish choide and grave error on my part. I wanted to be selfless for selfish reasons in that, I wanted to servev God as a "holy angel" but in doing so it would make me feel better about myself.
I feel now that I am and was always meant for "The space between two horizons" that is I should never pick a side. This is why I was not punished for aiding Lucifer, simply being untrue to myself for a great length of time after being given the chance to see that I was lovable and special in my own way. I am one of the ones working both sides of the fence to try and keep balance. If there is no space between good and evil then the two forces wil collide, and then neither would exist.
I suppose it would make the most sence since I'm friends with so many holy and fallen angels as well as demons and elves and other things Angels normally don't have much interaction with (at least in non human form). It also explains why I'm not "of heaven" though I did want to be. There is a place for me, and ones like me, that is very similar looking to earth actually, at least in my visions and memories. But yes.
The big question is if I'm so ambugiously good or evil, I do feel the need to be a positive force in the universe. And all my friends sence that I am in fact a "positive forced" angel. So if I'm a neutral, why does my energy say otherwise? Meh I've been in an odd state about all this. Any thoughts or ideas are very welcome.
- Weavy ( oh snap!)
The space between two horizons...