Story of My Life

I've had some very odd experiences, real and dream wise but I shall list a few.

Real Projections (things I witnessed personally):

Relating back to my childhood I often could see ghostly presences. Most common were the ones in the condo in Russia, the hallway of which at night (I used to wake up to go to the bathroom) I could see a sidewalk of a street(not literary but it seemed like it) where people with attire possibly from 1930's were walking, paying no heed of attention to me. On one side of the hallway they would walk in the direction I was, and on the other the opposite. Why 1930's? Well the women were dressed in poofy long dressed and big hats, and the men with suits and round hats.. and that, thanks to history class, I've been able to associate with that era (correct me if I'm wrong though). Usually, as stated before, they didn't pay any attention to me, but one night I noticed a ghostly figure of what I though was my cat. I kneeled close to it, and it stared at me with it's big eyes and suddenly turned its head 360 degrees! Dx That was one of the most scaring experiences and because of it I believe I developed a fear of darkness.

Also, once I can remember spotting a black dog with glowing red eyes (that is after we had moved to Canada), most commonly known *as I've been told* as the death god/reaper. It kind of looked at me when it realized I was staring and leaped, disappearing in mid air.

Last one might seem a bit odd and too out there but I often during a thunderstorm open my window and watch the storm, the force and beauty of lightning and thunder. But twice or thrice now have I been speaking up above, addressed to the sky and at the same time the presence inside me and upon asking more of a yes/no questions, the lightning would reply simultaneously to either a no or a yes. Strange I know, but I felt it to be just as normal as other might find when talking to another real person, like a friend or family member.


Dreams:

I'm also not sure if they held any meanings (though I believe so) I often dreamed of the most awful things, too many to list but I will explain two. One was an "end of the world" where humans on purpose blew the planet up with the words translated "We are going to blow ourselves up anyway" and I could see my guts obliterated, and soon the whole planet. That one I believe was less so significant. The next it was from that very same Russian condo that I was staring out of the window and to the sunset on the horizon. My apartment meanwhile, my parents and their guests were having a party. I turned back to my mom and said "Look out of the window, how beautiful it looks." and my mom replied "Its okay, its not the last sunset" and resumes with her dancing. Suddenly there was something I believe to be like a flash of lightning/explosion and the building was reduced to rubble, however I stood among it unharmed. This is the crazy part, I could hear a man's voice I believe must have been the Creator, but I unfortunately can no longer recall what it is that he had said. There was another girl who lived in the building who also survived, and the dream ended with us talking about what was going on and why it happened.


Very Odd Feelings:

I could always feel a dark/evil presence following me, and watching. As I grew older the evil presence sometimes makes it's return, but it occurs less frequently now mostly in dreams where strangely enough I know I am dreaming and I try and make myself awaken. Its odd feeling as if something is watching you and it makes me weary.. especially because its something of a very VERY dark nature. However at times a protective and more pure aura makes it's entrance, more often happened when I was just a small child, but it seems the negative is more frequent.


I know this all is a bit too much to absorb, and I must thank you for reading.

Welcome to the forum.

Can you tell us more about this dark/evil presence you have felt? Have you seen it? Do you get a feeling of energy from it, or are you more aware of how it makes you feel?

Thanks!

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Thank you for the welcome once again Archer ^__^ Well in terms of it, I have never seen the presence but I can feel it so strongly that it chills me all the way down to my core. In ways I guess its more of a combination of the negative energy, and the impact it has on me, as if it's always following and tracking me down, getting closer throughout the years too I might add.
Can't say for sure though but at times I had dreams that accompanied the exact same feeling of the force, but unfortunately I cannot recall a specific one at the moment. But I do recall that that energy was accompanied by a voice, which the only thing I can really describe about it was that it was male.

I suppose so Motley xD Or just lonely? =P

Ekaiyo Wrote:Can't say for sure though but at times I had dreams that accompanied the exact same feeling of the force, but unfortunately I cannot recall a specific one at the moment. But I do recall that that energy was accompanied by a voice, which the only thing I can really describe about it was that it was male.

What did the voice say? Do you recall if it took any forms?