Re: Something I noticed
I am female, sometimes. I am physically female, all the time. I am male, sometimes. I am no gender whatsoever, sometimes. I am both extremes simultaneously, sometimes.
For a while I was entirely merged, but distinct aspects of me have split over the years to the point that sometimes I'll feel human, in my body, complete with the range of emotions, hormones, and feelings that you'd find in many a woman of my age range.
And then it will click over and out I pop out, and I have no gender, but I can still want sex, and feeding off that energy is the primary focus.
And then it will click over and out I pop out, and I think I have a gender, probably female, but it isn't a human female, and there are different instincts and urges that appear with this.
And then I occasionally feel weirdly androgynous verging on the masculine, but that's usually when human me and human body are feeling apart. Getting back in tune with the body brings about the female again.
And then I'll blend together, and I'll be all over the place and subject to a gender switch altogether.
Simim: Rainbow poop at your disservice.