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Roll Call!
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daemonstryke Wrote:It felt wrong for this forum to be empty so I felt the need to do something about it

So, if you are a demon give a shout and tell us a little something about yourself (kin, human, whatever you feel like) so we can all get reacquainted and to give our new members a sort of list of people they might be able to go to for any demonkin related questions ^^

Though I myself am not demon, many aspects of my trueself can be considered demonic and since I have awakened I have always felt a steadily growing pull towards demons. Also, for whatever reason, demons tend to get along with me and I think I might attract them (I randomly have things popping in and out of my house harassing me >.>)

I admit that I do own books that give instructions on how to invoke demons, but I would never go through any of those rituals 1) Because its rude, if I want to ask a demons help I would just ask them outright and 2) I use them more as a way to learn about specific demons, I guess a sort of who's who guide which can be really aggravating when authors decide to make up demons or fudge their information :/

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2008-01-10 15:26
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Kayako Wrote:I don't technically identify as a demon per-se, I'm somewhere between a demon and a fae. But, some people would refer to a shapeshifter-thinger like me as a demon, so hi. <!-- sTongue --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_razz.gif" alt=":P" title="Razz" /><!-- sTongue -->
2008-01-10 15:37
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Divinitywolf Wrote:Fellow Demon Alert.
I'm just generally very subjective to change and always feel like i want to be something or someone else. I have a dark side as i'm sure a lot of people do but with my demonic traits its VERY dark indeed <!-- sTongue --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_razz.gif" alt=":P" title="Razz" /><!-- sTongue --> so we wont go into that.

My personality and mood can change quite radically but overall i manage quite well and can life my life rather normally despite the overwhelming feeling of LONELINESSSS.

Naaa i'm alright. Waiting to get older before i can go to an otherkin meetup. But yeah thats about it.

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2008-01-10 17:30
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Micah Wrote:I'm Micah, angel-turned-demon. *bows*

I've had the unique and unfortunate experience of being on both sides of the coin. Though I think if angels on the celestial plane used the term otherkin, I would've considered myself demonkin back then, too. I'm more of a fan of chaos and all. Heavenly order + Micah = "I sense a disturbance in the force."

I didn't exactly fall, per se. More like ran off ASAP before I got booted out. Falling would've been too much of a blow to my ego. But I'm not really going to get into all the annoying things I went through as an angel. It's not something I like thinking about very much.

I've since then buried the term "angel", my energy signature evolved into a more chaotic form (so much so that it would be impossible to tell I was ever really an angel unless I told you), and after wandering around on earth and in other realms decided to incarnate as a human out of curiousity.

As for me in general, I'm a cheerful (in my own weird way) and easy-going guy. I'm a bit of a cynic, a bit of a pyromaniac, and a bit of dark humour that would make your mother cry. I have a rather morbid fascination with the human body, and someday in the future you'll find me cutting open headless bodies sent to me from crime scenes.

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2008-01-10 22:36
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Well, after being formed randomly out of random colliding bits of energy coalescing into a sentient blob that we call "me," I existed for some odd-millennia(I remember the ice age!!) until a couple score ago I came back around here and possessed this one chick and became insanely curious about Earth all over again.

But, by the time I actually got around to incarnating, almost 60 years had passed. If I had done it right then and there I think I may have been born in the 20's/30's instead. Wow, that'd been cool... at least, without the depression and those wars and stuff, it'd be cool. I'm glad I was born in the 80's.

So Imma demon, bonafide, genuine, certified, dee-mon-ick goodness. My real form looks like a big blob of rainbow-shadow crap. Like if an ink-blot ate the entire Crayola collection and respawned.

(I'll be posting a picture up here in about 3 more posts).

I existed in the "chaos realm" also known as the "acausal realm" in which virtually anything is possible except trying to put order to the madness which perpetually exists in there. It's basically Sparta(think about it).

Um, yea, I've possessed at LEAST one person, and been summoned at LEAST once as well. If I've done it/had it happen any other time I can't remember it.

I'm not a minion of Satan or Lucy or any Judeo-Christian reference, or any Major/Minor Earth mythos at all. I only call myself demon because it sounds right, even though what I am really doesn't fit any commonly accepted definition of "demon".

In this incarnation(meaning I put myself in a body instead of randomly being born into one), being demon really doesn't dramatically affect my life. It's an integral part of me(it IS me), but it only really makes a difference when I work with energy/feed on energy, and that I'm generally WAY more open-minded about things than others. Oh yea, I don't have a soul; I AM my soul.

And that's all I can think of atm so I'll shaddup.

Simim: Rainbow poop at your disservice.
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I don't believe that demons are "fallen angels" at least not all, myself and others are from this plane/planet just like dragons, elves, therians and so forth. I am half demon, first life I was born around Mongolia, I do remember quite a few of my past lives and I would love to meet people I knew from those past lives, my sister is an elf, she is Shilo and I am proud to have her as my sister <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile -->
2008-01-16 2:53
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I took awhile for me to realize I was a demon, as my awakening happened during a spiritual revelation of mine. A friend had just introduced me to some old spiritual teachings while I was trying to sort out the reason for my thirst for human blood. I found some sang/psi sites which lead me to find otherkin web references and I thus began the researching. At first I thought I was pure dragon, but there was a nagging in the back of my mind that there was something different. As I sorted through what was left of memories etched into my soul over eons I discovered the truth. All those dark visions and macabre dreams I've had since childhood were not merely a fluke, but a constant uncovering of the past. The feeling I know in my heart of he abyss, is one of home and hearth. Despite the dangers there I have never felt more at home. I recognize my metaphysical abilities for what hey are, more then a coincidence. I feel the things I've done in the past and wish to prevent them, but at the same time I am tempted. It is just the way of things I suppose. Everyday day shines more light on the mystery. Hello fellow demons...
2008-01-24 8:41
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at the beginning (or at least the earliest point of my existence i could make out so far) i was a kind of unspectacular, genderless being. my appearance was similar to what could be describes as a leg less, skeletal reptile... all i did was hanging around an old necopolis. one grave in special, as the one who was buried there meant very much to me it seems... maybe it was even myself... i don't know. those times where lonely and filed with grey thoughts and dusty emotions.

sometime i was suddenly ripped out of what and where i was... was turned into the succubissish thing i am till this day. which is my essence now and was through all incarnations so far.

i still can't remember exactly who turned me into what i am... just some bits of memory... that i was created for a purpose:
to serve in special ways... being devoted to my master, who created me...
i won't go into more detail here, but it stayed as a kind of pattern all through my following lifes... till now i always search for such a person... more or less aware of it.
i also believe that, from that point in my existence, my soul/essence got a fix gender, which is female.

very often i feel like some kind of lost toy... (i love how emo this sentence sounds, but that's what describes it the best Tongue)


my nature is vampiric... but focused on sexual energy. other energy won't give me all too much to anything...

which is funny, because my body is almost asexual, when it comes to physical sex... but where i get my energy from is out of sneaking into peoples dreams and ... you know... having my way with them. that's why sleep is very important for me sometimes... but when i am fully "charged" i can stay awake for nearly two days without too much problems... not that i do this much (anymore), as it is kind of draining never the less...
normally i am quite sparingly with my energy... like i mostly won't burn it through intense emotional outbreaks etc.
i kind of have a "standard mood" which slightly varies, but won't get into one extreme (mostly)... maybe that's one reason why people perceive me as kind of odd often...

well... so much for now...
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Naki Wrote:my nature is vampiric... but focused on sexual energy. other energy won't give me all too much to anything...
which is funny, because my body is almost asexual, when it comes to physical sex... but where i get my energy from is out of sneaking into peoples dreams and ... you know... having my way with them.

Why do you think that sexual energy works, but other sorts of energy do not?

Do you feel that sneaking into someone's dream and performing those actions is an ethical method to obtain energy?

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2008-02-27 13:24
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Quote:Why do you think that sexual energy works, but other sorts of energy do not?

experience.for trying to take energy from other sources, is like trying to suck jelly through a straw... i don't get much and that bit won't last long.


Quote:Do you feel that sneaking into someone's dream and performing those actions is an ethical method to obtain energy?

it's what i do... and i have no problems with it... quite the opposite... ;}


the dreamworld a place where i can be totally me... without the boundaries of a human body, and all what comes with it.

when i am there i act way more instinctual. when "jumping" from dream to dream and searching for my next ... you know.

there is someone who actually managed to summon me into her dreams, more than once.
all i could remember was that i was hunting, and doing things with a person of a specific gender and some certain attributes. but so far i could never remember who i actually... met... in those "dreams" (for me it's more the real thing than being "awake" in this human vessel" ).

means i would not even recognize friends and such.

also when i am there i never care if my actions are ethical or not... i just (have to) follow my instinct to feed until i am fed. there is no choice... because in that moment all i want in the world is feeding.


so... i hope that wasn't too confusing.i am not quite awake, as i just woke up from a nice long refreshing... nap... ;}
2008-02-27 16:59
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