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Poetic explosion!!
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Poetic explosion!!
Floating in a sea of endless flames,
I don't even know how I feel anymore
Stuck in between the real and the fake
Adrift in a sea of eternal fire.

Silently I float between the waves,
Slipping and sliding between emotions
There's no name for this place
When here, I can truly accept myself
But when here, I'm out of control of myself
When here I silently weep..
When here I constantly crave.

I crave everything, and nothing
I feel nothing, and everything,
A mix of eternity and nothingness.

Silently I walk, adrift in my own mind
Unseen, and all-seeing.

Sensed, but untouched.

Untainted, pure, myself.

I can't understand the Abyss..
But I can love it.

I crave it when I'm not here,
And when I am, it's only a shifting point.

I'm adrift here, utterly alone..
No one can understand it..
No one WANTS to understand it.

Silently I wait, I wait for the key.

The key to my destiny.

I see it when I sleep,
I see it when I wake..
If only I could just hold it...
I'm adrift in pure chaos,
It's surprisingly soothing.

I wish you could be here too.

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Silently I gaze out from within the sea..
I watch, I wait, I call to thee..
You can't hear me, you can't see..
You can't see what's become of me.

Silently for so long I've wandered and waited
Pretended for so long I couldn't be baited..
I slipped here to escape, to protect you even now..
Silently I await the day that comes.

I cherish these moments in this bottomless sea..
I love how I feel both careless and free..
I love how I feel so far away..
And yet, I don't wish to stay.

For if you stay too long in this bottomless abyss,
Your mind will begin to slowly desist,
Staying here while your body slowly dies..
And the entire time no one will hear your cries
For when you are hear you're silent to all
Shielded and hidden, in a virtual hall
You have time to deal, time to cope
And yet you don't know where to start, when to hope.

You wish you could describe it, and oh how you try..
But in the end, it just sounds like you lie.

-sighs-

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Dead to me
You've faded away
Dead to me
You led me astray
Dead to me
You are nothing to me
Dead to me
For eternity.

You lied to me [led me astray]
Dead to me [from this very day]
Nothing to me [walking away]
Dead to me [from this very day]

Blinded by the lies you tell [dead to me]
You walk blissfully to your own inner hell [dead to me]
Stab me in the back [dead to me]
You're nothing to me. [NOTHING TO ME]

Dead to me
You've faded away
Dead to me
You led me astray
Dead to me
You are nothing to me
Dead to me
For eternity.

You lied to me [led me astray]
Dead to me [from this very day]
Nothing to me [walking away]
Dead to me [from this very day]

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So close to fading away again..
Back to the Land of Mists..
Like a fox, I miss the den...
I wish to walk back through the mists..
Back to a land that I understand..
Back in the Land of the Mists..
The beauty can't be described with words
Not with adjectives, nouns or verbs..
It is what it is, mystically amazing..
Eternally it seems, unicorns grazing.
The mist envelops, soothes, heals..
It knows how those within it feel.
Mystical beauty, ethereally real.
Soothing my memories of darker times
I watch as insects crawl up the vines.
This is my haven, my sweet release
At the times when I wish the world would cease
Even now, centuries past,
The memories of that beautiful place still last.
In times of war, it was a small release
Back in time to times of peace
Creativity flowed within my veins
As quickly as the sporadic rains
That's the one thing I still have left..
Otherwise I'd feel quite bereft.
At times I look back with a sad sigh
Nostalgia enfolds me, and here I lie.

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Alice, Dear Alice


Your call, after all

Through it all I've tried to be there
Tried to stand silently, tried to care
Can't understand what you dont let me
Make up your mind, or leave me be.
Dear Alice in Wonderland, you've lost your mind
Through twists and turns you've been redefined
Lost within the wandering paths
You chose to be on your own, Lass.
Dear Alice, you wanted to be special and unique
You wanted to be alone, wrought with intrigue
Dear Alice you lost what you have never had
And this time there's no way that you will make me feel bad.
Dear Alice, you've led yourself astray
And this time I'll just stay out of your way.
Dear Alice, Dear Alice, sometimes even I know
When to step back, and let someone go.
Alice, Dear Alice, you're lost within yourself
The next thing you'll be losing is your own health.
This time my dear I'm not catching you when you fall..
Every time I've tried you just set up your little wall.
Even the Hermit can't always wait
Sometime you have to just take the bait.
Alice, Dear Alice, I can't be your legs
Others are now emerging from their eggs.
Alice, Dear Alice... You must walk on your own
I know that by this time you have slightly grown
Dear Alice, Dear Alice, lost within your past
I can't tell anymore if this time will be your last.
Alice, Dear Alice, I'll still be here
But this time you'll have to find me, past all your fear.
Alice, Dear Alice, believe what you will
I'll still be here, just waiting on this hill.

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Enter the land of mists, my Dear,
Drift from place to place.
Wander not from the path too far..
Or forever be replaced.
Wander too long and be held forever,
Captive by your fears..
Enter the land of mists, my dear..
It's where you belong.


please note, by default all poetry I type I type as line, enter, line, enter, no extra spaces. any spacing that was done was automatic by myspace <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile -->
2008-03-31 3:28
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Re: Poetic explosion!!
nice, i like the flow.

"If we knew what we were doing, it wouldn't be called Research." -A. Einstein
2008-04-02 19:28
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Thank you ^_^ I've got more, just gotta find em <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile -->
2008-04-02 19:39
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Re: Poetic explosion!!
May the sun splinter through your soul,
Prisms of happiness shatter your goal
May peace find your war-tortured mind
By these things thee I do bind.


May a rainbow of light erupt behind your eyes
May feelings of bliss erupt in your mind.


Rays of light breaking through your lies
By these things thee I do bind.


Whenever you wish to rage and destroy
May vines of peace and light ensnare you.


The more you struggle, the more you fight
The more you'll be binded by the light.


By the light I thee bind
By the night shall thee fall
By the day shall thee be weakened
By moonlight ensnared all the more

I bind thee.



A binding I whipped up last night...
2008-04-03 18:53
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