Not literally mind, I'm sat at my desk.
However, a few months ago I had this dream. It was very unusual, but I'm not going to go into vast detail about it. It was about me trying to find out what I am and at the end, this inanimate plush toy turned to me and said "you like blue and gold" and I woke up.
I forgot about it, but not completely. Then just earlier today something clicked. Lapis Lazuli. That's my personal Crystal and has been since I first entered a Crystal shop and went straight for it. I know its origins are Egyptian - a culture that has always fascinated me (and often scared me).
Now I know I have spiritual wings that are bat like, and cat attributes and some kind of unusual tail with a stinger or jaw on it. So I had a look for Egyptian Winged Cat spirits and the closest I could find was a Sphinx from Greek Mythology with a serpent for a tail. And the next was a Manticore which seems to fit a lot more because its wings are bat like, however it is rather too masculine for me. But I do have a bit of a butch attitude at times and throw my weight around (which physically there isn't much of <!-- s:lol: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_lol.gif" alt=":lol:" title="Laughing" /><!-- s:lol: --> )
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