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Hello, all! I go by Keziah, or Kizzy for short. I'm 24 years old, and live in the Southern area of the US.
I also happen to be an incarnate angel. It's been a long road to get where I am now, as I'm sure it has been for many of us. So I'll try to keep things really brief, that way if anyone has specific questions or wants elaboration, they can ask.
It was when I was around 15 that I started having very intense dreams. In these dreams, I would be told that I wasn't human. Understandably, this upset me very much. I managed to run away from them for the most part until I was 18. Those three years were hell for me, and it eventually broke me down enough to finally consider that the dreams were on to something. After that, the dreams went further, beginning to involve angels, both fallen and not, and others telling me I was one of them.
I then fought this conclusion until somewhat recently, maybe 2-3 years ago, when I finally accepted what I am. I'm not saying that I'm totally okay with it, or that I don't fight it from time to time. But I do my best to no longer run.
Dreams weren't the only indicator for me, just the ones that were the constant motion pushing things forward. I also suffered from the feelings of phantom wings, memories and visions coming back to me, and just generally feeling that I'm an angel. I've also been called out on it very directly twice: once by a family member, and once by a total stranger who actually came up to me and said I was an angel. I said, well, that's sweet of you to call me that. They responded by telling me, no, I was literally an angel: they could see my wings. Several others have hinted at it, but I don't tell them unless they call me out. No reason to, really.
Also want to add real quick, that I realize I'm also human. I've never had any issues embracing my humanity. Guess I'm lucky in that regard.
I look forward to getting to know y'all! <3
"Even though your heart is aching, there is beauty in the breaking."