Hi i'm a newbie

Hello,

I came across the word of otherkin by accident. And then something just clicked. After a couple of searches I found this forum. And now I'll introduce myself.

I am a 20 year old woman from Belgium(english is not my main language so I'm sorry if the grammar isn't very good), and I have always felt like the outcast, like I didn't belong. When I was around 14 I learned about the vampire community and then stopped searching because something felt right, but later (aroung my 18th birthday) I had a feeling that (psi) 'vampire' wasnt really the right description. But I didn't know why.
Then recently I started feeling that I have fanthom wings. I found out that I use them allot to protect myself, even in the past without even realising it. So basicly I'm not sure what kind of otherkin I am (vampire/demon/(fallen) angel maybe some sort of combination?) but I do feel like this is the right direction to look.
I have always felt more comfortable with the "demons" in my dreams then the people. What 'normal' people call nightmares, are my favorites. I also have allot of strong feelings like déjà vu about people and places where I have never been in this lifetime, or am sure I have never met. I also feel attracted to chaos, but maybe that has nothing to do with anything.
I hope that I can find out more about what kind of otherkin I am here, if you have any questions you may always ask them <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

Welcome <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s --> Phantom wings, while they may very well be a clue to your kintype, can also be symbolic...so that's something to keep in mind.

okay, I didnt know that, thanks for the info

welcome to okp! <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

i suggest reading through the different sections so you can get an overview and see what feels most familiar, then continue researching there. don't hesitate to ask questions if you have any!

Yo, and welcome.

Don't panic if your first idea of what you are gets questioned either. It's good to ask questions, that's how you work out whether you're really sure. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_wink.gif" alt=";)" title="Wink" /><!-- s -->

Hello there! Nice to meet you. <3