Hi

Hi, You can call me whatever you like! I suppose the user name would be most appropriate. I'm 23 and Angelkin, I live in Texas. I'm just here for general networking. I have been awakened 7 years. I would just really like to make some friends.

welcome, celestia!

did you bring cookies? <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- s -->

Yo and Welcome.
7 years huh...

What kind of angel would you be?

Welcome <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s --> Not to fire questions at you, but curious me is curious how you came to the conclusion that you're angelkin.

When I was small I used to see strange things and have strange dreams. When I was in High School I had a series of vivid dreams/Memories. I can expand on that if it's needed. I know this question is mainly to monitor for trolls and I assure you I'm not. I'm mostly a forum lurker and post a few times a week, but mainly read. I'm a little dyslexic, so I'm to self conscious to post much. I know I'm not very well written and often come off looking stupid.

celestia Wrote:I know this question is mainly to monitor for trolls and I assure you I'm not.

no, actually this question is what we ask everyone in order to get to know them better. we're a community, after all - and we're curious. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_wink.gif" alt=";)" title="Wink" /><!-- s -->

also, don't worry about "looking stupid", you don't look stupid at all from what i read so far. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

kahoku Wrote:also, don't worry about "looking stupid", you don't look stupid at all from what i read so far. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

...and if ever you do, I assure you we've all been there at some point <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

A cheerful welcome to you! What kind of memories brought you to the conclusion you're angelkin? I'm awfully curious. ^_^ Are you a celestial sort or of the Judeo-Christian sort? Don't worry if some of your post is a little off just because of dyslexia. If you use proper punctuation and don't slaughter vowels, you're already WAY ahead of three-quarters of the internet! *offers a petit four*

edited by kahoku. please don't use red colors for your posts.

Hi and welcome to you.
My name's Velvet and I'm a Psi Vampire.
I'm a new member who's worried about appearing stupid too, I think that's natural when you don't know anyone, but the people here seem very friendly and helpful. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- s -->
I'm looking forward to getting to know you.

I'm so sorry I didn't post sooner. I fully intended to, but you know life stuff. I'm trying to adjust to our new store manger(I'm the assistant.) My boyfriend is also being deported all this stuff really cuts into my leisure time unfortunately.

As for my personal history. I have always seen things. I can't ever remember not seeing "shadow creatures""bush narcs""shadow jumpers" whatever you want to call them. I personally like bush narcs because that one makes me giggle a bit. I remember being about four and sitting in the neighborhood Cul-de-sac which had a few scattered small trees in it. I was doing kid stuff poking bugs with sticks collecting leaves etc. I looked up into the trees and I noticed a little round bush narc just watching me. I don't remember being scared just a little uneasy. I ultimately ended up telling my mom I wanted to go back inside. There were various other minimally note able occurrence from this time on.
The probably most notable thing I have ever seen happened when I was nine or ten. I was living with my mom in a town home community. Between each two buildings there was a driveway that ended to the woods. The suburb I grew up was heavily wooded everywhere. It was kind of the theme that everything was just barely cut out of the woods. Me and some kids I was playing with were running around playing hide and seek or something. I started running to one of the drive ways. I looked into the woods right in front of me and about 10 feet up in the trees I saw very vividly and clear as day there was a dead girl strung up in the trees. She was petite framed, blond and completely nude. She was riddled with bruises her lips were swollen her nose was broken. She had blood coming from her back and flowing across her lower abdomen and down over the thighs. Needless to say it was so vivid I wasn't curious or hesitant I was just scared shitless. I turned right then and there screaming and ran straight home. My reaction caused all the other kids to make there way home. I told my mom what I saw and her boyfriends of the time went and looked in the woods. He came back and told us he found nothing. I was still hysterically crying so my mom thought maybe I described the wrong spot and called the police. The police searched thoroughly and found nothing.
What couldn't of been much longer after that. I had a "nightmare." I woke up in the middle of the night crying and my mom came to my room to see what was wrong. I was crying and crying I had a flying dream and for some reason it had thrown me into hysterics.
By the time I was fourteen my mom had developed a very heavily spiritual wiccian type outlook. I was encouraged to take in the practices and meditate etc. During this time I noticed there was something wrong with me. Everything came to me very easily and through a combination of meditation and dreaming I uncovered memories. It kept me very emotionally raw. Fortunately my only concern at the time I was high school which school has always come easily for me. So, I guess the initial awakening process went as well as possible.