Re: Hello im new here
Well, figuring out what it is is the first step. If you are actually blacking out or on the verge of it and/or losing control of yourself, I'd get checked out by a doctor as it could be neurological and not 'kin related. That being said, it *sounds like* it could be animal related...which could be a totem trying to mess with you and get your attention or could be that you are in some way whatever animal...which would make you a therian. It could also be a mythical beastie in either of the aforementioned ways. The core belief that makes someone otherkin is that they feel like they aren't human in some non physical way.
One thing I always recommend to people trying to figure stuff out is to keep a journal of what they experience every day in terms of mental shifts, phantom sensations, dreams, anything that you think is relevant. Do that for a few weeks/months and see what sense you can make of it and/or post it and we'll weigh in on the situation.
"All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost."-Tolkien
"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."-Poe