Hello People ^__^

Hi people, I'm Margarita, preferably Rita, and it's no secret that I'm new here (referred by one of the members on another site) =P

Well I'm 18 (at least in human years from what I know), residing in Canada but originally from Russia. I'm a university student majoring in Psychology. Generally I'm an optimistic animal lover who loves being completely random at times.

I've only discovered of my Angel soul a few months ago, there was something someone had said and it unlocked that part of me. Though I do not know of my true name, I have been able to break the bond and gain back a pair of my wings. Often though I feel as if there's another pair, but I have not the knowledge of how to break the seal someone or myself had placed on me. For now I seek answers and knowledge I had once lost, and hoping that someone here might be able to help me.

For my purpose here on the site is mainly (as stated above) to find out information from more experienced Angels, perhaps those who were able to unlock memories, bonds and so forth and to learn more about myself. Aside from that, I seek to simply find friends, and establish connections with those whom it was once lost due to the reincarnation into our human bodies for whatever purpose.

That's all I can think of for now, looking forward to my membership in this community as well.

~Rita

Welcome to the site, Kai (because I like to shorten the names that I see in the username slot). i hope you have a good time here.

Russian-Canadian . . . I gotta ask: do you play hockey?

Salutations
it already a pleasure to have you about

Welcome <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s --> I always ask this: how did you discover you're angelkin?

I often tell people dealing with seals and the like not to mess with them. They're there basically to keep us incarnated and, if it's even possible, to remove them would lead to the death of the body we now inhabit. I figure since we're all here for a reason, prematurely dying would just land us back incarnated as humans again.

Yes I've been called Kai before, and thank you Deros ((I'd call you Der Der but I think that would be going to far ^__^; ))

Archer, unfortunately no I don't sorry. 8B I do adore horseback riding though (( thought that has like no connection))

Greetings Chaitea. It'll be a pleasure getting to know all of you ^__^

Thank you Seraphyna ^__^ And about my discovery..well it was a few months ago (been awakened recently). I've had a conversation with my other friend about possessions oddly enough. We were talking about how if "evil" spirits possess humans, what would their reason to be that way. Then he brought up on how he had a friend of a Demonkin, and we met up with her and kind of talked. I was curious as to why she decided so, was there any reasoning behind it aside from thinking and maybe influence from the video games she's played. After she had listed about her own discovery I began to put some pieces that before I just simply brushed off. Examples being the pain and discomfort from my phantom wings, dreams and visions, personal reasons, feeling and experiences, and suddenly all that mess of things somehow made sense. Its kind of hard to explain but that's what it felt like ^__^; How about yourself?
I agree, with the seal its quite probable that if our human bodies were to die prematurely we'd be stuck in another human form since this has been done for a reason. But I kind of want to learn more things about myself, like memories that have been sealed away, but mostly my true name which as some Angel Incarnates claim to help with the process. Plus it's kind of hard to know that you've lost something, memories being one of the things I truly treasure, and not knowing what truly is... but hopefully that will change with time, however long that takes.

For me it's a very long answer lol so here it is in a very very tiny nutshell. I've pretty much always been awakened, so feeling totally out of place and "not quite totally human" has been standard for me. I pieced together my past and who/what I am from past life memories, gut feelings I explored, phantom limb and shift experiences, etc.

In a nut shell it sounds kinda fluffy lol.

Exploring seals, wards, etc. is well and good, trying to remove them is a not so brilliant idea lol. And as for true names, my belief on the subject is that we may or may not discover the form of our names currently pronounceable by humans, but I highly doubt true true names would come to us as our "native tongue" isn't exactly reproduceable by human speech.I understand what you mean about memories. All I really remember is the events that landed me here and snippets here and there.

Hi there, welcome to OKP. Buffet table is over there, help yourself to fruit-juice.



~ Lishie

Welcome to OKP!

*Walks over to buffet table to find cookies that have not been stolen by Kahoku yet*

Seems to me that if you can break a ward, that means it was ready to be broken. Doesn't mean it's always neat and tidy though. I broke, or actually wore down, one of mine a few years ago. (That wasn't what I intended to do. I was just trying to clear the crap out of my aura.) Luckily it's only a problem during certain times of the year. Then it's like Oh Crap! Shield!!!!I asked my spirit guide what was up and he was like 'not my domain.' And I was like 'yeah, but you helpd me break it ding dong, so help me fix it!'

So if it wasn't him doing it then it must have been me. The whole thing brought me back around on that otherkin cycle. I had to figure out where that solar influence was coming from. I did finally figure it out, but people tend to get antsy when I use that name. Previously, I would have called myself angelic with some hawkish influences, and really the traits I would associate with that haven't changed.

But oh well, screwing up is the mother of experience, and experience is the mother of wisdom. So maybe it wasn't a screw up afterall.