Hide background
READ THIS!

Welcome to the Otherkinphenomena forum.

You really have to follow these instructions! Instructions will update as you progress.

If you wish to post on, or access most of the content of our forum and our community, please click here to register first, then follow the instructions below. If you have already registered, please log in, in the above "Hello There, Guest!" box.

Thanks for understanding and see you around.



Post Reply 
 
Thread Rating:
  • 0 Vote(s) - 0 Average
  • 1
  • 2
  • 3
  • 4
  • 5
Hello.
Solohman
Member is Offline
New
Kintype:
Otherkin:
Gender:
Reputation: 0
Posts: 9
Points: 100.00
Contribution:

Post: #1
Hello.
Hello, I'm Solohman,

I recently stumbled across several mentions of Otherkin and was immediately interested. Information on this community is somewhat hard to come by, but luckily o landed here.

To describe myself, I can only say I'm still figuring it out. Within the past year, I've undergone massive physical and mental changed and I'm not sure who I've become. Along with these changes, I've had an increasing number of experiences related to magic, energy and the paranormal
paranormal.

Nearly every night for the past few months, after midnight, I feel a sensation of power filling my body. I've worked on trying to work with this power, focusing it into the palm of my hand, but beyond that my concentration falters and I end up releasing the energy back into its original distribution, with the disappointing feeling that I had been just on the verge of something.

This energy does not seem to be elemental, but a pure "blue" pressured energy. After these experiences, I often end up dreaming of a floating black abyss, not uncomfortable nor scary, but an inviting place from which I never wish to awake
awake.

Anyways, sorry for a long post early in the morning, but I hope I can find some guidance and reassurance in these forums to help understand these phenomena and changes.

Thank you for your time.
2015-05-27 11:25
Find
Quote
Give Thanks
Seraphyna
Member is Offline
Administrator
Kintype:
Otherkin:
Gender:
Reputation: 0
Posts: 1,891
Points: 9840.00
Contribution: tick tick tick tick tick tick tick 

Post: #2
Re: Hello.
Welcome <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile --> I'm curious what physical changes you're talking about and if you think they're somehow related to otherkinity. I'm also curious why you think you may be/are otherkin. It sounds like you could benefit from regularly grounding yourself with respect to the "power" you're feeling.

[Image: seraphyna11_zps47e1e313.png]
"All that is gold does not glitter, not all those who wander are lost."-Tolkien
"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."-Poe
2015-05-27 12:13
Find
Quote
Give Thanks
Solohman
Member is Offline
New
Kintype:
Otherkin:
Gender:
Reputation: 0
Posts: 9
Points: 100.00
Contribution:

Post: #3
Re: Hello.
I've always been rather tall (6'4"), but a little over a year ago, I weighed 300 lbs (135.5 kgs). Since then I've lost over a third of that without effort.

Also, I occasionally have flashbacks and entirely zone out for up to an hour. I say "space out" because I don't believe I'm meditating, its an uncontrollable experience and I can't really focus or direct anything.

Between these changes, I am certain that I was once vast on a universal scale. When I reach my hand out to grasp something, I feel as though I could stretch and expand to engulf trees, houses and even stars. I feel a familiarity with the night sky, not a great knowledge of it, but a familiarity with it as if they were my home.

I don't believe I was an ET, because I do not remember having a body, I simply remembered existence as a conscious force. Therefore, I believe myself to be an energy being.
2015-05-27 21:24
Find
Quote
Give Thanks
Elinox
Member is Offline
Professional Pirate
Kintype: Lupine & Feline
Otherkin: Yes
Gender: chaotic good
Reputation: 2
Posts: 2,447
Points: 10221.00
Contribution: tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick 

.
Post: #4
Re: Hello.
Welcome to OKP!

Aside from the energy building/gathering after midnight, have you noticed any other changes in yourself metaphysically speaking?

And can you explore this dark abyss at all?

[Image: sGaXcqG.png]
Banner by me. If you want one too, see here.

"You're the best kind of crazy." -Murphy, The Dresden Files
2015-05-27 21:40
Find
Quote
Give Thanks
Solohman
Member is Offline
New
Kintype:
Otherkin:
Gender:
Reputation: 0
Posts: 9
Points: 100.00
Contribution:

Post: #5
Re: Hello.
Elinox Wrote:Welcome to OKP!

Aside from the energy building/gathering after midnight, have you noticed any other changes in yourself metaphysically speaking?

And can you explore this dark abyss at all?

Metaphysically, I have a constant sensation of understanding anything's structure through touch, I can feel a natural rhythm to the world that defines its existence.

I do feel an affinity for the abyss but not as a shadowkin would, I do not cloak myself in the abyss, but rather I sense and understand the void, space, and energy of the universe. I use it as a way of communicating and understand all things.
2015-05-27 22:20
Find
Quote
Give Thanks
Solohman
Member is Offline
New
Kintype:
Otherkin:
Gender:
Reputation: 0
Posts: 9
Points: 100.00
Contribution:

Post: #6
Re: Hello.
Additionally, while meditating, I find that I can focus my energy into a visual representation of myself within a barren world. I usually can feel myself as a locus of power. My body being a focus point for the strong and weak forces of the universe.
2015-05-27 22:34
Find
Quote
Give Thanks
Nightchild
Member is Offline
New
Kintype:
Otherkin:
Gender:
Reputation: 0
Posts: 8
Points: 95.00
Contribution:

Post: #7
Re: Hello.
Hello its nice to see new people joining after me (im no longer the newest member <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin --> ) looking forward to reading your posts.
2015-05-29 3:38
Find
Quote
Give Thanks
Post Reply 


Forum Jump:


User(s) browsing this thread: 1 Guest(s)