Hello, I'm Solohman,
I recently stumbled across several mentions of Otherkin and was immediately interested. Information on this community is somewhat hard to come by, but luckily o landed here.
To describe myself, I can only say I'm still figuring it out. Within the past year, I've undergone massive physical and mental changed and I'm not sure who I've become. Along with these changes, I've had an increasing number of experiences related to magic, energy and the paranormal
Nearly every night for the past few months, after midnight, I feel a sensation of power filling my body. I've worked on trying to work with this power, focusing it into the palm of my hand, but beyond that my concentration falters and I end up releasing the energy back into its original distribution, with the disappointing feeling that I had been just on the verge of something.
This energy does not seem to be elemental, but a pure "blue" pressured energy. After these experiences, I often end up dreaming of a floating black abyss, not uncomfortable nor scary, but an inviting place from which I never wish to awake
Anyways, sorry for a long post early in the morning, but I hope I can find some guidance and reassurance in these forums to help understand these phenomena and changes.
Thank you for your time.