An excellent question and one I am currently writing an article about, so have patience and soon you will know. <!-- s

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Doubt, Questioning, an unshakable feeling, instinct, and belief were all involved in discovering myself and still are involved as I learn more about myself. It has taken years of swimming through the murk of uncertainty and reasonable doubt to reach a point where I am comfortable in calling myself a Skianthrope; a Shadow. I continue writing essays that analyze and explain why I think what I do and how I got where I am, but in the long run it comes down to a personal level. It comes down to belief, faith, and spirituality.