Re: Greetings from Alaska
I'm only just beginning to learn & understand how my angelkin and psy-vampiric traits 'fit' me, lol! I'm so very new to my psy-vamp aspect that I don't have a lot of answers yet. I do know it seems to fit in with my being an Incarnated-/Mystic-Angel, if one looks at how much an angel might need to be blocked and bound to remain in a human body it makes sense to have psy-vamp traits and tendencies too -- not to mention all the stuff that's happened along the way to reinforce existing blocks and/or create new ones.
I recognized several behavior traits that I used to have, but with a lot of hard work finally learned to change, as they weren't positive or working for me, of course. It was difficult not knowing why I did/said/thought what I did, and now it's wonderful seeing how the stray pieces of the puzzle are finally fitting together so well. I hope that I can get along well without feeding directly from humans or living animals, but I'm so new to this that I haven't explored it much yet at all. With all this Nature around me, though, I may be able to get along quite nicely!?
So far, I'm shielding myself, have my home strongly warded, and am trying my best to keep my tendrils in and to not unintentionally feed from loved ones, or any one else for that matter.
As far as living in Alaska, I think I'll have more trouble in the summertime heat and extended daylight hours here, as opposed to winter's dark coldness...I've always had much more of a problem tolerating the heat (these menopausal hotflashes are nightmarish for me at times!!!).
Speaking of which, lol -- as far as my 'hitting the age record' here, I'm kinda used to it...seems I've been the eldest a lot thru the years! I try to think of myself as "a young-but-wise matriarch" -- and not "a geezer," rofl (and these lightest hairs on my head are not gray, they're silver, thank you very much, lol)!