Greetings

Ok, now I have to think of something to say. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

Hi and all that, guess the first thing I should do is explain the TBA part over there ->

Right now, this is confusing for me. I hate to re-hash what a lot of people have said on these boards from what I've seen but yes, I have never really felt any sense of kinship to other human beings (checks... five fingers and toes, who am I to quibble? <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_wink.gif" alt=";)" title="Wink" /><!-- s --> ). Attempting to discover what I am has been difficult. While lucid dreaming and meditating, I've been guided by spiders, feasted with ravens and walked with wolves though I've never become any of these. Similarly, I've ridden a black dragon of chaos and conversed with others but never felt like I belonged with them. One of my guides (Freya) once claimed that I fell under her purview because I was an elf and this might be the most likely possibility. But if I am an elf, I'm certainly a darker variety and I have yet to find any references to dark or shadow elves that didn't come from DnD or R.A. Salvatore. <!-- s:roll: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_rolleyes.gif" alt=":roll:" title="Rolling Eyes" /><!-- s:roll: --> On top of all that, I'm a psi-vamp. For a while I thought that I might be a vampire or a demon, though I do give great weight to Freya's word which is why I'm still keeping my mind open to possibilities.

Up until a little while ago, the only other Otherkin I knew was Motley, so I'm still new to all this despite my age. (almost 30 and already going grey <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_wink.gif" alt=";)" title="Wink" /><!-- s --> ) Anyway, thanks for reading this far, I hope we can get along. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- s -->

I still can't lucid dream OR meditate (jealous). In any case, good luck with your quest to find yourself and I hope that you find some answers here.

Look up my gal Nialdas. She's on here some where. She is familiar with the Norse pantheon and elves. I think she could be of great help if you PM her.

BTW, welcome to the community!

Thanks, I'll definitely look Nialdas up.

And Deros, don't be jealous. I had a pro teach me back when I was at high school and I've been practicing for about fourteen years now. Relaxing is hard work. <!-- s --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_wink.gif" alt=";)" title="Wink" /><!-- s -->

Salutations

Welcome.

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