Fae and Chaos
I started talking about it on the wrong thread so, moving to the right place...
A new member, hultsimer, mentioned that he was a "water demon" rather than a water elemental, because his energy was too chaotic to be of an elemental. I don't want to question it, but coincidentally, I've been thinking about it since I've joined OKP and learned a little about demons (I didn't know much about them before, as I don't know much about any other kin besides Fae). I've seen it's kinda defined based on the chaos element.
So. There is something about this chaos thing that I feel I can relate to. I'm not sure exactly how, maybe I'm getting it wrong, for feeling I belong to a wilder kind of fae. There's a little bit of a rebel inside me, and the desire to sometimes create a little chaos, nothing bad or evil, just messing around with things a little to induce changes or fun. And I've always felt attracted by the demon world somehow. But not as a belonger, just a sympathizer. I think I feel more attracted to demons, than to other fae. I even questioned myself if I couldn't be a demon instead of fae, but... no. That wouldn't feel right.
When I read hultsimer saying that he thought he'd be a water demon instead of a water elemental, I began to think, so if there's chaos, that makes you a demon? Do anyone else noticed the "chaos" element in other kins? Does any other Fae relate to that feeling?
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