Freetha Wrote:Demon is somewhat of a blanket term that which applies to a lot of different beings who share little else than the connection to the term "demon" each for it's own reasons so there's really no one answer to this question.
Terro Wrote:Where did it all start, what's your memories, what's your idea? Based on readings, theory, logic or personal experience, what do you guys think?
That's exactly why he said personal experience, I believe.
For me, my answer's a lot like Kahoku's, except that I don't like using the term "chaos realm" anymore. Because, frankly, to me it sounds cheesy. And I've been trying to steer away from using cheesy terms when relating to my kinship and whatnot.
But, besides that term, I really don't have another term for it, so Hoku's term is the best. XD
Personally, I feel I have a connection with chaos. Chaos not being the mathematical term, but a mix of the "spontaneous change" and "primal void" terms. A little of column A, a little of column B. When I(as a demon) was created, it was spontaneous, without provocation, and unpredicted. I, by chance, managed to pull together enough energy to become a coherent little demon. I am made from the stuff of Chaos, therefore I feel a connection to other demons like me, but it's not a "omg I'd die for you" connection, rather, more along the lines of the connection that all humans have by being human, for instance.
(For instance, and I've made myself a hypocrite(yet again) for saying this, but violent death: you can watch it all you like and not flinch. I'm very doubtful, however, that if you saw a man shot in front of your eyes you would be able to shut it out completely, or laugh. You're connected by being human, in a strange miniscule way, and seeing other humans die is discomforting when you know it's real. That kind of connection, would be the same kind of connection I feel toward other demons of my kind by being a demon.)
And, ultimately, I feel the "we are all one" kind of thing, in the sense that Chaos is a unified force(kinda) and I'm part of something bigger. But I'm completely autonomous nonetheless and it's not like I can pop into the mind of a demon on the other side of the universe, or even sitting next to me.
In a weird form of semi-conclusion, I was created by chance, and I'd probably cease to exist the same way.