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Connecting with the Incorporeal
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Connecting with the Incorporeal
I have for some time been experiencing apparitions, which occasionally coincide with implanted dreams. I am still not completely certain of who these entities are however they do not seem to be human..and not always the same factions? Whoever they are, they seem to be actively observing and making efforts to contact me, though these messages are vague and confusing at best. For a long time I speculated that these could be my species..family even, however I no longer put as much stock in that idea. The manifestations I've witnessed range from the apparition of a girl..who was very bright, but I recall her eyes were a radiant green..shining, not like human eyes with pupils,sclera,etc. I've also seen another humanoid apparition(nonhuman) emerge from the wall, I've seen eyes, inanimate objects, animals, and perhaps astral critters ranging from coloured and lifelike, to light, to shadow as well as a spark-like phenomena I've yet to explain.... additionally it seems that some of these entities remain with me, unseen at most times.. and I still have no explanation for any of it.. additionally while some of it was neutral, some of it downright frightens/threatens me, and I have to wonder if these other entities really had my best interests in mind if they would not protect me from some of this. I'm just left dumbfounded and overwhelmed by the lot of it. I sometimes speak out loud or try to send mental signals into the vicinity..I've even tried sending out calls for help as far as I could transmit....alas nothing seems to change.

It has been my hope that eventually I could pull off seperation of this vessel and confront this on level ground(so to speak) and get these answers, even if I have to lay down the pain to get it. There doesn't seem to be another option, besides expensive ghost hunter equipment, and there's no guarantee they speak english. Incidentally I tried willing them away, or telling them to leave me alone..no dice Tongue
Does anything like this click with anyone? Was it connected with your spiritual nature? Personal or otherwise? Do I have any other options? Because right now I'm rather vulnerable to this and I hate that feeling..last night I was almost to afraid to let my guard down for my energy work because I felt like they could mess with me. (and indeed, there was some sort of activity going on above me, but I'm not sure exactly what it was)

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I frequently have visitors, some of them I'm not even aware of, but almost never anyone who has malice toward me. I've had a few get through a couple of times but it's rare. (It was also a very powerful person who got through uninvited and I had weakened my own defenses for the sake of allowing another of his sort to speak with me out of deference to a previous relationship.) I try to make sure I'm properly grounded and that my home (where I'm weakest) is well shielded. I don't any trouble kicking people out of my space, though. Did you do this forcefully?

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2010-06-29 3:29
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If this was StarTrek: "He's dead, Jim!".

I have tried all I could save looking for an Ectoplasmic AK47 on the black market. <!-- s:roll: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_rolleyes.gif" alt=":roll:" title="Rolling Eyes" /><!-- s:roll: --> With me the way I am they have me at a disadvantage, whatever they are doing.

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Varkadevi Wrote:If this was StarTrek: "He's dead, Jim!".

I have tried all I could save looking for an Ectoplasmic AK47 on the black market. <!-- s:roll: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_rolleyes.gif" alt=":roll:" title="Rolling Eyes" /><!-- s:roll: --> With me the way I am they have me at a disadvantage, whatever they are doing.


Forgive me, I don't speak trekkie. Does He's dead Jim!" mean you were serious? You must puts up the shields..... for serious. There are creepy things out there that want to do even creepier things to you.

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2010-06-30 1:06
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Update: I appear to have parasites....salt bath wasn't an option so I covered my vessel in oil and sea salt.... it seemed to lighten the activity somewhat, I then tried prying them off. Limited success. And some of the symptoms seemed to have worsened(I pissed them off?).

And for the record, as I've mentioned in other threads, shields not really an option right now.(can't get a feel for my energy) "Is there a Doctor in the house?!?!?!?!"

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Varkadevi Wrote:Update: I appear to have parasites....salt bath wasn't an option so I covered my vessel in oil and sea salt.... it seemed to lighten the activity somewhat, I then tried prying them off. Limited success. And some of the symptoms seemed to have worsened(I pissed them off?).

And for the record, as I've mentioned in other threads, shields not really an option right now.(can't get a feel for my energy) "Is there a Doctor in the house?!?!?!?!"


ugh, sounds like you need a smudging or something...

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2010-06-30 23:37
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Have you tried putting up wards or a shield in your house/apartment/room? It might help to keep these things out.

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Have you ruled out mundane causes?

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Miniar: My windows have blinds, and a black sheet over that. I have no pets, there are no electronic devices or offspring in the room that would do this(and I often turn them off before sleep. And I/my host have never taken drugs, and am not sick with anything that would cause hallucinations or the like.



Elinox: I've tried, but as I said, I'm having trouble using energy.

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Varkadevi Wrote:...am not sick with anything that would cause hallucinations or the like.
Have you checked with a doc?
It'd be rather unpleasant if you had brain-rot of some sort.

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