Palmer Wrote:So, as I was saying before... *chuckle*
I was having a bit of a rough time with myself last night... venting out a lot of pent-up emotions that I'd been holding on to for the past week+. I finally got all the funk and junk out of my system, concentrated on the stillness of my feeling-heart, and looked 'inside' it, to find an image of myself lying on the ground, completely exhausted, and with grey wings.
My wings are blue. Not grey. But... they seem to be grey now.
I think this is only temporary... sort of a dye-job to reflect the hurt of everything going on in my life right now, so I'm not worried about the usual implications of 'tainted' wings. I feel confident that they'll right themselves in time. Still, I'm troubled by the fact that I have no idea how long this change in colour will last :/
Anyway, now that the background info is out of the way, some questions...
1. Has anyone else had definite changes to the perception of their 'true form' based on what they experience in their earthbound lives?
2. Have these changes ever been permanent?
Most definitely. The more you learn and grow on this plane, the more your true form will alter and grow with your changing spirit. Though the physical shell you are wearing now is different from your true form, the angel inside of you is still growing Smile
Personally, since I am co-located (easy explaination- I'm in two planes at once so Riechisah is not a past life but a life parallel to this one) Riechisah is still experiencing things on the astral plane that alter her form. Most notably, after we found are mate (a search that was initiated by me on this plane) who is demonic it lead to a lot of family issues back on Vic'Rah (for whatever reason, my father really does not like demons and BAM Riechisah comes home with one ^^;Wink.
So after a big blow out back home, ever since then Riechisah's form has altered drastically. Now she has black leathery wings...and horns...and a big tail
(yeah, she went a little overboard). I'm not really sure why she went that far, maybe for the moment she is trying to forget her heritage because of all the pain its caused the both of us, maybe it is just her blending with the energy of our mate...I'm not really sure.
But there is a definite correlation to life events and the effect that has on your trueform. Think of it like evolving Very Happy