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Anfiros
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Hi everyone,

I was probably registered here few years ago, but since than my account has been deleted. I'm aware of international Otherkin sites for 4..5 years now, and was more than active for two. Now I'm just passively observing on-line chatter with some exceptions. <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile -->)

Now I have network of few trusted friends whom I know F2F/A2A, and they/we are practitioners of several magic styles for example: "intuitive direct manipulation with energy" (kin methods), chaos magic, Voodoo/Hoodoo, traditional hermetic approach..

Finally something just about myself <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->. I know about me being an Otherkin for about 6 years, and I'm magic practitioner/energy worker for 14 years with some passive periods. In my "soul searching" I didn't have doubts about myself, I always knew I was something light, but there my certainty ended. <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin --> It took a while before I shredded my human perception* of the world, and was able to think/act more like my true astral self (although I'm still in the process <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->). I have some past memories, current urges, I know how I look like, and identified my energy. Reliable people scanned me periodically, and I've cross-referenced it with my findings so now I know what I am along with who I am <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->.

Before I write something about my astral form, and energy I would like to ask readers to use these lines to scan me <!-- sTongue --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_razz.gif" alt=":P" title="Razz" /><!-- sTongue -->. Now then about my form. The best description would be "light tentacle monster from outer space", although it's descriptive for those who have scanned me I will extend a little <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->.

My natural form is just a round light ball covered with tentacles, or a silver tentacle sun. If you focus on my energy you will most probably feel it on any level, but you will get a weird scan. Try to scan me on a very thin astral level where the time lives just in a small pockets, and is commonly non existent. You should get energy that is extremely high pitched, with a white/silver feel (sometimes light blue or yellow sand-like). When you find it it should be easy to get more info on me.

I hope, that I've wrote descriptive "hello message" <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile -->.

PS: In a matter of my name. It's not in synch. with my energy anymore for some time (2 moths probably), but I've started trying to find a name that would reflect me-now just two days ago. (I deduce that even though that Anfiros is my name it is just in a specific aspect of my being)

* To explain -> when you think about yourself, or others, scanning someone, perceiving yourself you tend to think in human terms. Just after you awaken, you most likely see yourself human, behave like before, and the truth that you are not a human is just a strong idea/urge. If you work on yourself, you will start freeing your mind of human dogmas, and given time your personality will change, way you perceive yourself/others.. still your core personality should be the same.

Who am I? Playful tentacle monster originally from some other universe inhabiting high astral planes. Yea...
Take care kids, pray to me after you read my post at least 3 times, and eat your cereals! <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin --> No.. seriously <!-- s:geek: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_geek.gif" alt=":geek:" title="Geek" /><!-- s:geek: -->
2010-06-03 0:05
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Welcome to OKP.

Also, how did you figure out you are a tentacled ball of energy?

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2010-06-03 16:17
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Thank you Elinox,

I really don't remember when I've first became aware o my non-humanoid form, but probably as always one day "came a thought". But I remember when I thought that my tentacles were a wings <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->. It was probably when I first used them as a limbs, that the idea of wings became obsolete. You really can't use wings as "Borg like tubes" to fuse with someone, and if you can I must applaud <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->.

Back to the non-humanoid form <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile -->. I find that form most natural, and I see myself like that. Plus several non-related scans came with the same result, and one other from my race sees herself like that. Thanks to my form I got several funny nicknames <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->.

Who am I? Playful tentacle monster originally from some other universe inhabiting high astral planes. Yea...
Take care kids, pray to me after you read my post at least 3 times, and eat your cereals! <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin --> No.. seriously <!-- s:geek: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_geek.gif" alt=":geek:" title="Geek" /><!-- s:geek: -->
2010-06-03 16:51
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Welcome <!-- sSmile --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_smile.gif" alt=":)" title="Smile" /><!-- sSmile --> Your description gives me an image of a celestial octopus *giggles*.

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2010-06-03 19:36
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Thank you Seraphyna,

you figured out one of my nicknames. It's sometimes scary, because most of these people who call me that for fun (at least I hope!) are Sushi lovers. Plus saying "When I look at you I suddenly get hungry for sea food!" doesn't help it <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->.

Who am I? Playful tentacle monster originally from some other universe inhabiting high astral planes. Yea...
Take care kids, pray to me after you read my post at least 3 times, and eat your cereals! <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin --> No.. seriously <!-- s:geek: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_geek.gif" alt=":geek:" title="Geek" /><!-- s:geek: -->
2010-06-03 19:44
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Erm... hi.
*shuffles away because she is scared of tentacled things*
2010-06-04 1:58
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Hi Mayail!

don't worry, I'm not gonna poke you with tentacles, although it's... like hello <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->. Now seriously, you might not even notice them, but being angelic heightens the change :-/.

Who am I? Playful tentacle monster originally from some other universe inhabiting high astral planes. Yea...
Take care kids, pray to me after you read my post at least 3 times, and eat your cereals! <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin --> No.. seriously <!-- s:geek: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_geek.gif" alt=":geek:" title="Geek" /><!-- s:geek: -->
2010-06-04 10:27
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Hi Anfiros!

BTW, for a while I also thought I had wings, but I'm starting to think they might be tentacles. If that's of any relevance, I might go into a bit more detail.

Anyway welcome to the forum!

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How Lovecraftian...

.... <3...

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@ Skorpio:

Hi Skorpio,

it may be relevant, but on the other hand my race is not the only one who has them. The astral form is mostly created by your "mind" (if you can call it mind in non-corporeal form) so it reflects you, and if tentacles come natural to you, then well you might have them even if you were an astral potato chips. On the other hand, even if you truly have wings, and use them as a tentacles with good results, why worry?


@ Miniar:

Lovecraftian Necronomicon and energy coming from it, and it's entities is yugh :-!. But a long time ago, I've found a great comic strips on that topic <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin -->.

Who am I? Playful tentacle monster originally from some other universe inhabiting high astral planes. Yea...
Take care kids, pray to me after you read my post at least 3 times, and eat your cereals! <!-- sBig Grin --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" title="Very Happy" /><!-- sBig Grin --> No.. seriously <!-- s:geek: --><img src="{SMILIES_PATH}/icon_e_geek.gif" alt=":geek:" title="Geek" /><!-- s:geek: -->
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