(2021-07-17 3:10)Elinox Wrote: What makes you think Valstrax is a separate, distinct dragon form from your other dragon form? Could the other dragon just be Valstrax and you're only making that connection now?
Or could it be as you said that Valstrax is a mix of your dragon/Cybertronian? For me wolf/werewolf are interchangeable, so maybe it's the same for you?
Either way, give it time.
At first, I did consider Valstrax being my "true" dragon identity. However, this thought was fleeting as my usual astral dragon self still reigns my most dominant kintype, and what I believe to be my "soul species".
I'm more inclined to think this is just a mixed association between my 2 kintypes rather than a third kintype all together. It tends to come up just as quickly as it goes away. Even now as I'm writing this I don't feel like Valstrax at all. If anything it seems to be a strong cameo that comes up.
Always fun to sort through these feelings, isn't it?
The more I've written about this, the more I've been able to think back on my thoughts from post to post. I'm starting to think that Valstrax is just a split off of me. An alter. Not quite me, but a version of me. Just thinking this now based on how polar my thoughts and feelings keep going between. Since.. when I feel like I'm Valstrax I really feel like it.. but then when I come back to.. I don't feel like Valstrax at all. Me and also not me. Another me.